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Marriage Life and so forth

Alhamdulillah.. it has been a month and beberape hari i live as a married woman.. Happy that I am.. No regret what so ever.. Everyday, waking up to a man that I could smile to is the joyous thing a woman could ask for. Takde laa bangun bangun rasa nak lempang bagai kan.. Walaupun kekadang tuh nak kene babap gak laa si suami suh bangun Subuh dan kerja..

Sebulan being married was just full with activities; started with 2 days before marriage, kemas rumah, betulkan ape patut, finalizing stuff, then the akad itself, reception, amek gambar pun penat ok.. then travel balik to Kedah, get things done there plak, the reception in kedah, visiting relatives in terengganu, meeting friends and families yang nak belanje makan minum sume *not complaining this part =D* and the most tiring thing is, getting FAT hahahaha!!

i gained few kgs from all the jalan jalan cari makan with families, awesome treats from friends and da happy, makan memang tak hingat.. duit pun berkepuk-kepuk terbang.. so skang, ikat perut.. makan kat umah.. kene bini cam aku, makan je ape aku reti masak.. mintak bende pelik, memang makan tak bertambah laa kan.. hahha!! kesian kamu Mr Xzephyrer…

Sebenarnye, i wanted to put up list of vendor vendor yang telah menjayakan weddingku yg lepas.. tp sebab gambor professional tak siap lg… tunggukan shj ye.. insyaAllah.. akan ku update lg.. sekian~~~

Terkejut sendiri

last time i updated my blog, i forgot that i changed the layout.. and yes.. i got a shock of my life.. hahaha! ok.. do-ra-ma.. takde laa terkejut gile.. =p


I have 3 days before I end my single life..

Am I ready?

Yes, InsyaAllah

Am I scared?

A little bit now that I think of it..

Am I excited?

Hell Yes! hhahaha!

But honestly, I am tired of asking myself, what is it still not settled? what should i do today? what is it i need to follow up? and all that crap.. creepy that i think of it.. Everyone hopes that their D day goes smoothly. but mesti ada glitch mane mane.. i just hope it is still manageable..

Wait for my updates after semua kerja kerja kahwin neh selesai.. hehehe

Kursus Pra Perkahwinan – for Real!

yes.. this is for real about kursus perkahwinan.. hehe..

am not here to tell what or where you can do your marriage course or kursus kahwin.. Cause i think there’s alot more out there.. it should be the same for all venues since the material are provided by JAWI or JAKIM or some islamic bodies.. but how it is done would probably be different.. the presentation would be different.. some can be too serious meaning too bad for you.. some can be funny, so good for you.. I did in TTDI and I had fun.. I know few years back in MARA, it was super lame.. not sure how it is now though..

But yes.. I recall alot of things about being a muslim and living as one.. I also learnt alot in so many ways as well.. It is awesome and kind of understand why this course is important.. I could say it is not much about the marriage.. but it is about changing yourself to a better person.. a better muslim.. especially when you are starting a new life as a wife.. as a husband.. and insyaAllah, as parents.. you need to be reminded of the right route.. then, you can start off your new life journey blessed by God, InsyaAllah..

They *the ustaz and ustazah* taught me and others about being a better person from different point of view; financially, emotionally, and especially being a partner and living with another human *yes.. it is not easy living with another human for the rest of your life..* and the best part of it.. they also go to the basic like prayers.. how you do it.. how you take your wudu’ and all that stuff.. it is really refreshing =)

Am not the best person nor am I the best muslim and am not proud of it.. But in order to be one and to train my lil ones *acehhh~~ dah pikiaq weyhh* to be the best muslim and better ones than their parents, i have to start somewhere.. and this seems the best start..

Seriously, marriage course is fun.. Just open up your heart and soul.. Go in with Bismillah and God will assist you through out.. I don’t even understand how some can actually dozed off.. yes.. i did see some guys *not sure gals* dozed off.. when honestly, I think they should be listening more than us ladies.. they are going to lead the family and if they haven’t been rejuvenated, wouldn’t it be hard? It is OK to not know stuff cause all you need to do is to have the will to change, the will to learn and insyaAllah.. You will be a better person.. Even though you already know some of the stuff on the slides, it doesnt mean it is a good reason for you to sleep during the presentation. *cheh.. emo..*


Kursus kahwin is fun..

when you go to the right place =D=D

Kursus Pra Perkahwinan – Nothing to do with it =p

Disclaimer: What you shall read after this is a touchy-touchy entry. Thee who hates the feeling of fragile and flowery, please click here now.

So.. yes.. I got engaged last month! yeay! Alhamdulillah..

It was one of my happiest days.. and to end the year as it was, something I didn’t anticipate from the beginning of the year. Who knows about what is to happen and what is not.. He was just someone-I-knew to someone who I want to be with and spend my life with..

“Kun Faya Kun”

Be! and it is..

And that is how it was.. I never felt that way until I asked him a questioned that palmface me back.. hehehe.. And that is all I needed… InsyaAllah, with the du’a and prayers done, He guided me to the right person for me… He might not be perfect, but nor am I. And that is why, two people are meant for each other; Ones that complement and complete each other…

Then, there were challenges that we had to go through which really tested not just me, but also him.. and he stayed by my side.. and it was him who I really want to protect and be protected by… He comforted  me when I needed it. He was there for my family as well.. and that is all I need..


Mr Xzephyrer, thanks for being there for me.. We didn’t have much time together before but we have our lifetime to be together.. I hope for your guidance and support to go through our life together and also patience at times.. I will, InsyaAllah, help you and be on your side through thick and thin.. and support you in anyway you needed…

31 days to go….. =)

2013 is over.. starting fresh with 2014..

Happy New Year. Bye 2013. Hello 2014.And all those lines people say when it comes to this time of the year.


But.. gimme a chance to just go almost briefly about my year.


My year started.. OK.. I don’t remember what happened so it makes sense to say it was an OK start. I had the chance to travel to places I have never imagined I will visit.. Even for work. I also had awesome days out with my girls.. They have never failed to rock my world =)

It was an up and down journey for me in certain part of my life.. I will not lie but they were one of the worsts I had.. But it is true what people say “God has something better in stored for you”..

I found a better job *insyaAllah*..

I “found” my family who had always been there for me.. ups and downs.. through thick and thin..

And definitely, the highlight of the year..

I have found that someone who will be by my side *insyaAllah* through out my years.. who will support me and love for who I am.. that someone who accepts me as I am..

What other way to end an OK year but with a big smile and being very grateful to Allah for what He had kept for me all this while..


Looking forward for another year and a new journey for myself..=)

Lump sum story

Yea… so I have no time to update my blog.. more like idea terbantut diseparuh jalan.. i started to write 3 lines and that is it.. i gone blank.. but today i feel like writing and telling stories..

SO after Tabur.. I took my diving certification..! woot woot!! it was just amazingly awesome.. I had always wanted to do it.. but didn’t get the time to do it.. no money to pay for it.. and didn’t have someone to do it with.. And this time, I got all of ’em to do it.. So not wasting that moment, I just went on and do it even though deep inside, I am a little scared.. the scared is different from climbing walls, hills etc.. I would always imagine, I’ll get my ears damaged or my lung pop like a balloon and I started coughing blood.. urghhh~~!

But the instructor and my group was awesome.. maybe because they are still young LIKE MOI.. so we made it fun.. hehehe.. the first dive in open water was definitely the one i would remember forever.. I didn’t pop my ears correctly and it hurts.. i thought it would go away after awhile but it was still there and i started imagining stuff; blood coming out of my ears, my eardrums pops off.. and that’s when i signalled my instructor to swim up.. but it was just me laa.. the second, third and forth dive was just awesome..


And that is why, during my visit to Dubai, I challenged myself to dive in an aquarium.. was scared a little.. it has been a month after my course and i’m goin to dive in a box, with sharks and stingrays and some other big fishies..




Syok kuttt posing with the fishes and buat-buat berani in front of the aquarium visitors.. hehehe.. it was awesome.. i would definitely do it again.. In a different aquarium though.. hehe.. Maybe next >> Singapore =D =D

SO yes.. I have made few more list to my to do list.. hiking list.. diving list.. and the normal list.. hehehe..

Abes duit camneh~~~

Adrenaline Rush!!

I am currently 2,285km away from home *aa am writing offline* and it is my second trip out of the country in this month.. as much as it is fun to go round the world, it is for work… so u can only have that much of fun.. but I am still thankful… 🙂

It has been a roller coaster month for me since last month.. after my hike to Saga Hill, the adrenaline rush to hike never did fade away… hiked Tabur East and met new friends… it is always fun to meet new people and learn about others..


We planned to hike at 6am but well.. yea… sesat hahhaa! We only started to hike at 7am so we didnt get to see the sunrise.. there is always another day insyaAllah… so yea.. that is in my to do list; )


I don’t remember how long it took us to climb up and down but what I know,  we rested for like an hour because the view was just mesmerizing!  Before I climbed up, was told the route is easier than Tabur West… so that is fine.. but then, Mr Xzephyrer said some reviewed it harder than Tabur West… so that was not good hahha!

But I gotta go with the first one… I think West is much more challenging than East just because east has less rock climbing than west… but regardless, the view on east is still as excellent as west.. u got to see God’s creation and how peaceful it is up there… that is the best feeling you could feel on earth appreciating what is around you…


And who knew, that is also a turning point for me =)

Emo Emo Elmo

It is only normal that people write about Qurban and sacrifices on Eidul Adha.. which by the way, Selamat hari Raya…

But I thought I write my thoughts anyways..

It strikes me one day when I read someone wrote about karma.. well at least, something along that line… Obviously,  it was not my first as people tend to go emo and throw their tantrum/hatred/feelings toward facebook statuses, twitter watever.. which sometimes I wish these people would just face their problems rather than facebooking it. Yea.. I did that before but I have out grown that and start acting on the problems itself.


Coming back to my point.. People talk about karma… what goes round, comes back around.. ok.. fair enough.. it is d same with “Doa orang teraniaya adalah antara doa yang dimakbulkan”.. but the thing is.. how sure are you, things happened because of someone else? How sure are you, you are being aniaya? Jangan salahkan orang yang mengambil if you don’t know how to take care of it… yes, yang mencuri tu mmg da salah laa kan tapi kalau sayang and valuable,  kenape dibiarkan merata tempat? Siapalah kita untuk menilai diri kita dianiaya when we have emotional feelings that sometimes could be misleading.. da salah, pastu berdoa mintak orang yg “bersalah” tadi, kemusnahan bagai when spttnya, as sisters n brothers of Islam,  doakanlah terbuka hati, bertaubat dan kembali ke jalan yang benar…

Kan lebih bagus?

Tak perlulah berdendam *this is like slapping to my face hehe* cukuplah sekadar berdoa untuk tenangkan fikiran kita and kebaikan untuk orang lain… this is me walking to myself as well.. it is not easy when u r mad or sad.. just like smiling when u r mad and sad.. it doesnt come naturally but it can always be a habit..

Kalau nak marah, marah laa sekadar minimum mungkin… *Self reminder again T, T*

Saga Hill

After a few months of no outdoor activities… goin for a hike was NOT a good idea!!

I was breathing heavily.. I stopped every 10mins like an old lady.. even the aunties hiked along side were faster!! I was definitely demotivated with myself for a moment there.. but as time goes by, I did better I think haha!!

I didnt even get to take pictures when hiking up… was too damn tired! Had to push myself up and motivate myself… thank god a friend was there… too bad he was pulled behind by me hehehe… but all the hardship vanishes when I see the waterfall…


The water fell hard and its damn cold! That helps with the pain starting to kick in on the legs and my back… yeah… one of my mistake was I brought a heavy bag… maybe that was the reason why I was pulled behind… hehehe cari alasan…




Going down is always the easy one.. in conclusion, the trip took me 3 hours, traveling up to the height of 402m, with a 4.16km distance…

Better trip next time hopefully…