Monthly Archives: September 2011

my own stupidity

I really don’t understand… I’m confiused… I have done what I need to do… Reminded myself.. Let it be seen to the eyes so I know exactly what I should do… But I still forgot…

I have gone alll the way,went thru the hassle and there I was, forgotting it… Of course, its no biggie, turning back and do what I need to. But such. a waste of time!

This is not the first, the second! At least d first one I realized it earlier…

Because of my own stupidity and forgetfullness, I forgot my laptop for work…………

After Eid

Before it was Eid…. Everyone is busyyyy…. Waiit… Its not Eid, it Ramadhan…

Before Ramadhan, u can expect tonnes of weddings invitation, engagement invitations, this and that invitation… During ramadhan, iftars invitation… After Eid, there’s raya itself n open house invitation….

U tell me, when exactly do you dream to loose weight???? Maintain… Maybe… But loose weight? Na’ahh sista… U ain’t goin no where with dat weight honey… *gaye goyang2 badan n mate sarcastic* putting on weight? Oh yea baby… Dats like right on!!

Before ramadhan, perghhh, susoh bona to ganti pose… During ramadhan, it was easy n kinda said, this year, I shall do puase 6… After eid, where got easy by then…. Everyone is eating, malay, indian n chinese… Smell of aromatic coffee wpun kopi tuh kopi murah sbb companyy tknk membazir beli illy… Lunch hour, people tapau from pakccik bawah stall, u can not just smell, but see the aura of catfish n paru goreng…. ADUYYY!!! Lagi kuar cabaran selepas bulan puase…. So, u cheat urself, takpe, esok aku pose… And another, and anaother, andddd… Eyh dh abes Syawal? Alamak…. Xsempat aku nak puase… Cam kjp je kan? Hampeh… *dats to me too =D*

Dear old me part 2

Dear Old Me,

You know how it feels like when ppl compare you with others… You know how it feels when people think what happened to your family/relatives wud happen to u as well… You know when people look down on u because of what happened to you in d past…

just remember,
you grew to become better and stronger
you learn out of mistakes
you are you, n not others…

Susah ke nak faham dat part? Budak kecik pun tau kutpeople are jealous with other people… Tanda2 diorg tak bersyukur.. Semua orang Tuhan bahagikan rezeki tuh sama rata… Super mega adil laa orang cakap… U lack of something in dis area, and others might be lacking of something that u have… Putting it simple, I have oranges bt don’t have kiwis n u want em… Others hv kiwis n they wnt oranges… tho, kiwi lg mahal n lg sedap dr orange… Ishhh so logic laa u jeles with ea othr but u still need to be grateful w whhat u have…

Okie old me? And please remind ppl around u to not be the pot who calls the kettle black… Burok benor perangainye…

N please… Betul pepatah melayu ckp “kemana tumpah nye layk kalau bukan ke nasi”… In short, it runs in d family… Maybe some, its true… But not all…. So what if u come from a broken family… So what if ur parents gt divorced… So what if things happened in ur family… it doesn’t mean things will happen to you as well… Or if u r from a broken family, doesn’t mean u will have bad attitude.. Doesn’t mean u r a bad person… God gives us brain to think… some uses it and they become better… Stop judging people by ONLY what you know… Get to noe them better… They might turn out better than u r…

Eyh, chop… Dis shud be a note to myself kan? =p